My own affliction

Need it want it
can\'t live without it
and i can\'t run away

you\'re everywhere
staring at me
telling everyone
where i\'ve been
and what i\'ve done

and i still lay here
always needing you
i\'d give up it all for you

i\'m not even strong enough
to acknowledge my own addiction
i can\'t even ask for help
as i battle with my own affliction

i can scream inside
and fight with myself
but i can\'t speak
even one plea aloud

everything for you
anything for you
i left it all for you

but i can\'t give up on myself
would somebody please help?