I don't understand
what the problem is
its like their telling me
to bring a razor instead
encourage me
to cut again
is that what you
want me to do again?
life is bad enough as it is
with out all of you
getting in to it
do you honestly think
ill be OK
with all the drama
i deal with everyday?
my book keeps me sane
it keeps me here
it helps me get trough
the pain here
so if you want me
to cut instead of wright
ill do as you wish
with out a fight
just give up
on it all, let you win
just take a deep breath
and do it again
but if i die
from cutting one day
ill do it in remembering
everything you said
