There was a time when I cared,
Cared so much I came last,
Now its my future I care about,
too many tears shed in the past.
Its hard to just forget about things
Theres a councillor here to help you,
I dont need a councillor now,
it would have helped back then sniffing glue.
Everyone else thought they knew me best,
they had my whole future planned out,
Didnt care what I was going through,
Back then I was screaming for help.
They wont the ones laying down each night,
thinking about how to die,
They wont the ones who had my mind,
that would tell me to cut, then bleed dry.
I had a dream one night,
that the walls were caving in,
I was stuck in the middle,
my world undone at the seem.
Id then wake up in the morning,
And hide behind my make-up,
Didnt understand why I had these dreams,
or why parents had to break up?
It all stemmed as a child,
but ever since Ive had bad luck,
Its like each day is a cold one,
and winters frozen over, and stuck.
But as of now im looking up,
and putting my jacket on,
The past is now my past,
it is time now too move on.
Cause from now on im putting me first,
to manage all my gaps,
Its time to put a smile on my face,
No more falling of off tracks.
And to all those who dont believe me,
just watch me I will succeed,
I will not fall down on my knees,
because its only me that I need.
hey i just wrote this,was feeling bit down,but relised that i cant give up,i have to try and pick myself up and move on with life before something bad happens,please tell me what you think.thanks xxx
