Some Nights

Some nights grow so bitterly cold
and sometimes we might withdraw
but every time we seem to let go,
we realize were not quite so strong.

and I know,.. I truly do see
how I shouldnt condescend.
but its easy to pretend
that you dont live so easily

some days i feel so utterly drained
its like a struggle for living
day and night, all\'s left is the pain
without you, that you left with me.

and I cant,.. I really can not
ever win this game,
im not pinning blame,
but it\'s not easily forgotten

I don\'t remember a time you wanted
something that I didn\'t give
nor do I forget the indifference flaunted
but I guess thats how you live.

So this is for you, My Love
and all the counted sheep
that couldn\'t pacify.
I couldn\'t match your rhythm
a tone strung high in the sky,
so now this is me
worn, torn, loveless,
all i want is you,
one serene
second of sleep.

wrote this a pretty long while ago and modified it slightly,.. tell me whatcha think..