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My whole life,
I've been dealing with the same thing.
A problem that continues,
To never go away.

My whole life,
My depression has been a tease.
It goes away,
But only to return within a short time.

My whole life,
Has been a never-ending battle.
Never getting the closure I need,
To ease the pain away.

My whole life,
I try to pretend I'm okay even when I'm not.
I put on a fake smile,
Only to hide the truth that I'm suffering inside.

My whole life,
I wonder if I'll ever be okay.
I try to think of being happy,
Outside of this misery.

My whole life,
I've been wanting something more.
But is it so wrong,
To just want to be happy again?