Tell me why.

Screaming at the wall,
throwing things in the air
letting all my pain out
because now i just don't care.
there's tears all over my carpet,
tears all over my sheets
don't be surprised when you look down
and find blood on the seats.
playing this song over and over
i soon begin to cry.
falling on the floor
asking all the reasons "why"
why i was not perfect,
why i wasn't good enough
why am i so weak
why can't i just be tough
just like you once told me
that it was just what i had to do
i bet it was easy to say..
the person in pain isn't you.