The Life of a Teenager

I'm not perfect.
And you need to know that.
I have a big nose
And some people say Iâ??m fat.

When I walk down the school halls
It seems like everyone is starring
I wonder what their thinking.
And if Iâ??m the only one caring.

Now I see you coming.
Youâ??re glancing at me.
I wonder what youâ??re looking at
And if it's the real me that you can see.

As I look over at you
I begin to think
That I could give it a try.
And that we could work out all the kinks.

I ask you as you passing with your friends
Thinking youâ??ll stand up and be courageous.
But your buddies all laugh
And you just cuss.

You said I'm "meaningless to you."
I won't be nothing but a friend.
I hate this type of life
I wish it would just end.

As you see I've gone through a lot of things.
Changing myself to fit in with others
To be liked in different ways.
Just to be able to druthers.