The Love I Wish I Knew

I sit in my chair and watch
The look in your eyes
The way you still look at me
I feel cold as my heart dies

I always seem to let you down
And still you stand by my side
When it all comes down to it
Your love cant be denied

Always there each night and day
You never let me go
The feelings that I have for you
I wish that I could show

Youre the one who truly cares
Youre always there for me
You tell me that Im beautiful
My heart, it fills with glee

Friends forever, this I hope
Even though you want much more
But youre too good for me
And Im too much of a w hore

You look and see just me
I look and I see him
Youre full of love and sorrow
Im full of lust and sin

Everyday I dream and pray
Wishing Id love you too
But no matter how hard I try
It seems theres nothing I can do

Maybe down the road well see
A glimmer of hope arises
Life is full of ups and downs
Good and bad surprises

No matter what may happen
No matter how life ends
Ill always love you as I do
And youll always be my friend