I stare at You with love
You glance back with lust
I can see My future in You
You see "for the time being" in Me
I ache to be held in Your arms
You simply desire to be penetrating Me
I patiently wait, hoping You'll learn to love Me
You come around long enough to get what You want
How did I fall so fast for You
How could You have not fallen at all
I look at You
You look at everyone but Me
My heart screams out for You
Your heart's void of Me
I can't continue this way
You only using Me for Your sexual urges
As difficult as it is
As much as it kills Me inside
I start to close My heart to You
Pretending I don't love You
Stop all connections with You--cut all ties
Build an invisible wall around My heart
Then...He enters My life
My heart flutters--ignore it! Shut it up!
Spending day after day with Him
Sex is there, minus intimacy
It's purely an act of pleasure for Me
The wall not allowing Me to feel much more
I see Him starting to fall
I reinforce the wall--strengthen it
He tells me He loves me
I recite the 3 words back, lacking of sincerity
See what You did to Me?
Turned My loving heart cold
I loved You...
You loved Me not...
Now He loves Me...
And I love Him not...
Is love ever mutual?
Is there always the The One?
The One loves a lil bit more
The One's heart gets broken
The One has been pained
The One puts up their wall
...The Wall of "protection"
..."Protection" trying to stop reoccurring pain
The One turns cold and heartless
Then something happens...
Somebody falls in love with The One
The One can't love Somebody back
Somebody becomes like The One once was
Loving without anything in return
I was The One...
The One who loved You
You hurt Me, turned Me cold
He came along
He was the Somebody
As hard as I tried, as much as I wanted it
I failed at breaking down the wall
The wall built because of You
And now that Somebody loves Me
I can't love Him back
You have ruined Me
Is that because Somebody once ruined you?
