The love of my knife

I know shes doing it
i can feel it inside
and in all the pain
i want to hide

so i do it too
because i feel like s**t
knowing shes bleeding
and loving every bit

but i cant tell her
its all her fault
she spins my world
leaves my life at a halt

i love her
and thats why I'm in pain
shes all the thoughts
driving me insane

i don't want her to know
I'm f**king up
she reckons shes gonna stop
and then "slips up"

i sit and think every night
and end up in tears
i don't want to know
shes all my fears

i want her to know
that I'm going to die
I'll kill myself
but i don't want her to cry!

KID xxx

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