The other night

The other night i sat there
as i punched myself black and blue
thinking about all the pain inside
my passion for death grew

my eyes sweled with tears
they slowly trickled down my face
haunting my body with fear
pulling me back into the depths of that awful place

controlled by my dark mind
i slice away my skin
blood dripping down my body
releasing all my terrible sins

i sit and wait for the walls to enclose
leaving behind the skeleton of a broken girl
revealing the truth to all
creating a depressing whirl