Today i say goodbye
to a world i knew and loved,
my friends who i lived for
a family that was mine.
I'm sorry i had to go
but the pain inside hurt to much,
i was constantly running from myself,f
fighting demons in my mind
the cuts in my skin was my way of dealing with the hurt,
please don't blame your self for what happened !
its no-ones fault!
things are met to be this way
its a belief of mine.
no words can tell you why i did this
or how i felt inside
but please know that i loved each one of you
my sac chicks you guys kept me alive you filled me with spirit and love!
mum you were my mum and i loved you!!
dad i always loved u even though i didn't show it,
i don't want you to look down on me I'm sorry i didn't turn out how you wanted!
to the rest of my family i love you all and thank you for the good times
please look after Georgia
she is truly a blessing in disguise!
she will live with my spirit,
my passion she will carry
my heart was to broken,
my trust had been abused,
my body was scared both inside and out
thats why i could not live
life will be better with out me
please don't morn to long
just embrace my life
move on
but for now i must say goodbye
