Behind This Smile

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Upset or angry
But no one can see
Because this [ [f a k e] ] smile
Hides the real me
I cry constantly
My eyes get so red
From all this stuff that happens
Is stuck in my head
And no one can see
That I am in all this pain
Because if I show them the real me
They wouldn't treat me the same
[ [ReJeCtIoN] ] is what I would face
A freak is what they would call me
That's what they do to the others
The pain is what others do not see
So, Forever I will
Behind this smile I shall stay
Not being me
Is what I'll have to be everyday

© Jay Marie