Abortion

Mommy,
Last night you sung me a song but tears fell from your eyes.
You said you were sorry but I didn't understand why.
Mommy,
Last night you rubbed my head and you sung me a lullaby.
Then you said you were ready to die and I didn't understand why.
Mommy,
Last night you layed down and told me all your strives.
Then you said you hated yourself and I didn't understand why.
Mommy,
Last night you kept hitting me time after time,
Then you said you hated me and I didn't understand why.
Mommy,
Last night you drunk and got me high.
Then you asked me to go away and I didn't understand why.
Mommy,
Last night you let the doctor kill me with a knife.
I wasn't even born yet and I didn't understand why.