Past Heartbreak

Confusion and sorrow
Sadness and pain
Out of my emotions
What did you gain?

I shouldn't even be sad
It'd be easier to not care
So why am I crying at night
When I realize you're not there?

You're married now
As you begin your new life
Only all I can think is
I'm not your wife!

I can't imagine you happy
When I'm all alone
But I won't let you see
These feelings not shown.

I still miss you
And at night I still cry
I think of you constantly
While in my bed I lie.

But I must let go
To stop this painful ache
So in the near future
You'll be another past heartbreak.