Everyday i lived hoping
hoping that things would change,
I hanged on every day
every night and
whisper not knowing t
hat you were not there
even when i wanted you
so much to be there
I looked for you
i tried at least i know i did
when it started hitting me
that i was rubbing mud all over,
My eyes were swelling
my feet could no longer carry
my weight
I look at your eyes
The glow is gone
and i wonder
Is it me or u?
Who is to blame?
I fuddle myself at night and know its just another night to a freedom of a chained soul.
I thought it was our style
but it had failed us
