Love will leave your a** blind... it will leave you mindless, wondering what happened, why did he lie? Did he mean anything he said? Was i ever even loved by him? What would have become of me, if i wouldn't have found out the truth, the real him that he kept locked up inside. He was perfect, or so i thought, i know the truth and now i don't love him anymore. How can i love someone thats hurt me so bad?He doesn't even care about the pain he put me through, all the lies that he fed me. It's over. I cant believe a word out of his mouth, he wasn't in it for the love, he was in it for the sex and the comfort of knowing that id always be here and that id never do anything to hurt him. While he was out behind my back hurting me. I know his feelings weren't true, 6 months is a long time, but he left me for someone new. Just like that, he got up and left. Leaving me a torn up mess. It was real for me, but i guess not for him, the only thing i did wrong was fall in love with him. He promised me a life to perfect for reality, a wonderful marriage, beautiful kids. But those were all just lies that he sold me, and like an idiot i bought them. I was always here for him, and he left me for the first girl that came along. It obviously wasn't real love in his part, it obviously was all just a lie. Just something for him to do in his spare time, mislead me and trick me into thinking that he cared. Made me think he loved me. What i wouldn't give to have this all be a dream. To wake up tomorrow and not even know who he is...
~this isnt really a poem, just me letting out some anger and writing down words real fast. Please read this and comment and let me know what you think, it would be appreciated.
