My first

I prove upright and ready
i did the search to find
i find to remain loyal
to my first love

i love my first
i couldn't share our love
i gave my life
i gave my whole

My oath i pray never to break

BUT

my first dealt me a blow
my first the storm of my life
my first my distress

At first i lost hope
But now i realize
if my first was my last
what would life be to me?

This is a rhetoric question .but its better for it to be ur first than the last, d one u want to spend the rest of ur life with and who acted treacherously with u, so which do u prefer?