As I cry in my room I begin to think,
I think of you and your love for me,
I think of how I lost it in an instant,
I wish I could get it back but I know that I dare not try,
I was the one who said no more,
I was the one who said I couldn't take anymore,
I went as far as to say that I hated you,
I see now that my choice of words,
My choice to end things,
Was one of the biggest mistakes I've ever made,
But I know that it was the last time,
You have told me nothing more then friends,
I can respect your choice and I will,
I just wish we could have once more.