I always get what I want

The words pour out of your mouth and cause my heart to become shards of glass. I begin to bleed as the tears pour down like rain. This can't be the end, it's not over, I won't let it be. The walls begin to close in and I can't catch my breath. I didn't know that one person was capable of hurting me so much. The tone of your voice is so cold, how can you break up with me and then walk away like that. As I lie here and cry you're off having the time of your life. I have to wonder now how much did I really mean to you at all. You said that you care, and that being together wasn't a mistake. I made you happy and I was the best thing you ever had, so then why can't we stay together is the question inside my head. Every song makes me think about you, every inch of my room holds a memory of you.

How do you look at me today now with those eyes that say I love you?How can you decide that maybe we shouldn't be together? My heart can't take much more do you want to be together or not. The day after we break up we go to lunch and laugh and talk about all the fun we've had and think about things that could happen months from now. How could you put your arms around me and hug me tight and then kiss me goodbye. One day your heart is made of ice and the next you act as if we're still together.

Tomorrow we must say good bye and I won't see you 'til next year. You say you want to take it slow and see where we go. I just don't know that I can hold on for the ride anymore. You don't know what you want, but I know that I do want you. So I'm going to fight you, and fight for us. We may have said goodbye but it's not forever, because like I told you... I always get what I want.