World w/ out drugs

Do you remember the world before your drugs?
Remember how you showed me the way
Do you remember all the supporting hugs?
Before you let your life decay?

Do you remember who you were before?
When you were always there for me
Do you remember the things before you rotted your core?
And now I am the one making you believe and see

For this causes my to cry and hide never letting my emotions out and keeping them inside

This pain will never be forgoton for this is way to deep would can\'t tell you how much you have been hurting me how much it kill me to see my self standing by and letting you do this to your self words can\'t even begin too telll my feeling for you alway worry about u........ Hoping i will see you tommrow and for you too be ok and not too be dead i pray for you to turn away but this will never happend i no but there is still hope even thought i can\'t cope b/c even if u were to get help you would really never get it b/c only those who want to help get it that is that sad part i worry about you all the time your the only thing on my mind , worrying is like a rocking chair it gives you something to do but gets you no where ...

P.S the part\'s \"Do you ..... them inside was all written by UnbeautifulDisaster(BrokenInside)
it was from one of her poems... Thanks for that part...