Surfing my release

As i enter the water
the cool splash or relierf hits my face
the sensation fills me
this is my happy place

as i enter i sink
i push my body down on the board
my arms find strength
i strive past the current
i push forward another length

my body feels heavy against the long board
i get knocked around
and my heart pounds with edrenilum
short of breathe i continue i without a sound

i spin myself around
ready to be free
as i feel the wave uplift me
freedom is all i see

i lift my body
as i let go of everything
im surfing the wave of life
releasing the grip of the knife

im happy for a moment
all my problems have gone away
my mind is clear
i have nothing left to say

the wind at my back
its all i need
im happy for once
ive finally can succed

surfing is my release
its were i feel my spirit set free
depression vanishes
its the one time im happy to be me