Realize

Maybe if I lay my head
And go to sleep
These thoughts would go away
And in my dreams
I could think of
The perfect words to say

If I close my eyes
Look into the darkness
I hope I see
Your feelings for me
Are just under disguise

Ill never quite understand
Why your heart keeps saying goodbye

Maybe if I stop my breath
Hush the beat of my heart
I might be able to understand
Why you want us to be apart

If I start
Every complex sentence
With simple I Love You
Would you finally understand
And want to be with me too

If all the memories deep within
Spun around in your head
Like they do in mine
Maybe it would be so hard
To try one more time

It gets harder
To find my way
When I know
Im losing you more
With each passing day

Ive tried to let go
Because ive come to see
Its all you really
Ever wanted from me

I feel us falling apart
More every single day
Im not sure how to stop it
Or what I should say

If I tried to express
True old fashion regret
Would you forget
All of my mistakes
And realize im still going to love you
No matter what it takes