Walking Away

As you walk by me today, I want so desperately to hold you within my fragile arms. Look deep into the darkness that is your eyes, and see into your soul. Find out why you're heart is aching, and find out why it's mine you're taking. You came out of nowhere to make me crumble to the ground. I was on the verge of death when you stormed into my life. You brought me so high up that with one more push I could reach the heavens. But then you tear me down, deciding friends is better. How can you want to be friends when I can see the love in your eyes? When one moment you are holding me, telling me everything's alright, but the next you are telling me all your demented lies? It doesn't seem to make any sense within this mind of mine. I am an intelligent being so I need to know why. Why on Earth it didn't work out? And why on Earth you brought me so far down? How you can walk by me and just smile or wave, when at one time we were so much more? When we spent so much time together, gazing into each other's eyes? When we filled each other's lives with the happiest moments of our years? How can you look at me and know you walked away? Remembering the moment you spoke your words of pain? Did you see my face when you told me all was gone? The worst part of all is that you couldn't look me in the eyes. No need to say you hurt me because you broke my heart. I just wish you would see my eyes and realize the biggest mistake you ever made was walking away from me.