Good, Bad Dream

Years ago, I once knew this girl
and she was the most important person in my world.
We used to play outside together when we were kids
like collecting bottles and throwing the lids.

I'd go into your house and we would play
and this would happen each and everyday.
I had a strange feeling for you but I didn't know what it was,
but then my parents broke up and when I asked them why, they said just because.

So I move and my life went on
but now that I came back, you treat me like a pawn.
You act like you don't know who I am
which makes me feel like a old piece of ham.

The other day, however, I had a dream about you,
and it was so good that I knew that it had to be untrue.
I was at a party with a couple of friends,
this story, however, happens when the party came to an end.

I was outside jumping on a trampoline
then you came outside and started acting mean.
Then your friends left, then you got on with me
and started jumping then looked at me like you saw something.

You layed down and so did I,
but it was quite, nobody even said hi.
Then I started to move my hand towards yours
hoping that my loneliness would finally have a care.

Then you moved your hand towards mine
and then I turned my head and we locked eyes.
When our hands came together, I could feel your love,
it felt like I was holding a new baby dove.

Then our faces came to each other,
after our lips locked, all that came out of my mouth was a mutter.
From that moment on, with had a good relationship,
we would do things like feed each other chips.

My dream, I wished it could never end
but it did once me and you entered your den.
Once it was done, I couldn't stop thinking about you.
Now that I see you everyday, I don't know what I should do.

You were my first love and now you still are,
but everytime I try to talk to you my mind seems very far.
I always see you when I never plan to,
I also think that when people say my name, you say who?

This dream showed me that the person you first love will be in your heart forever.
When you move, you heart will cry never.
I hope that she will start talking to me again
so we can start our relationship over like it was when our friendship began.

*This is a dream I had the other day and I need to write it down.