I guess the scariest road in life is the one that isnt known,
not knowing where to lay my head or what to call my home,
in you i thought i found a place that was so secure,
where i could start a life again and you would be my core,
I guess love just isn''t enough to beat the hands of time,
Cause even your calender on your wall will leave our love behind, There once was only you and I and only time could tell,
but now time shows my destiny and has destined me to hell,
to live in a world not knowing when or what to expect,
i'm sorry but if i lived not knowing then i would live in regret,
i'm sorry but i just can't go away and pick up where i leave,
cause my love for you is constant as time and that's something i believe,
you want me to just not worry about what happens when i'm gone,
so when i come back we can both sit down and sing a beautiful song, but i'm sorry i'm not willing to share you, ur no bouncing ball, with me its always everything, or I want nothing at all, i guess it's just my time to fall, ur shot to call,
i'll just deal with the ending result and leave with a tear in my eye, cause sharing you for only a minute would mean me living a lie, i understand ur big decision and respect it unto my heart, i'll cut my loses and take what i get no matter if we're apart
i've lost enough in life but now it must be time for you,
cause things can go from bad to worse and there's nothing I can do, I've learned to deal and expect the worst but i wont leave with a doubt in my mind,
Cause if i lose you it'll be to my face not to some guy from behind, i'm sorry i don't want to come back and find out about ur "mistakes", cause by doing that i'd be proving myself nothing but a fake,
it's just a shame,
but to me all the same,
that's just one more of life's screwed up games,
if loving you means losing you then i'll get what i deserve,
cause i guess i just really got aced and I have been served,
You are great and will ever remain in my heart,
but its just a shame that distant has even made our hearts grow apart.
Maxine i love you no matter what you do while i'm gone but I refuse to be fake and if you happen to fall for someone else than stay with him cause i just won't put myself through that.
