My Suicide

The eyes..
They come closer,
Closing me inside myself,
Trapping me within their depth.
They surround me:
Haunting.

Watching..
So intently.
Capturing me deep in grief--
Suffocating me with lies,
Silent tears fall.
They wait.

The voices..
Louder they become,
Silently screaming for breath--
Intense, frightening, obsessed.
Higher is their screech--
Their screams cease.

They return..
More intensity..
They beckon me to follow;
To free them from their prison,
Deep inside my mind:
"Set me free!"

Their darkness engulfing me:
Driving me to suicide..
Depriving me of the life,
I never should have gotten.