What Stops Me?

Just one glass of water..
That's all it would take,
With one little bottle..
To never awake.

Just one brief moment
And death I'd obtain,
But one small second
To erase the pain.

What stops this constant urge
To leave this world behind?
That holds my sanity..
That I might not lose my mind?

What is this shield from darkness
That wipes away my tears,
This that cradles my weak soul,
And chases away my fears?

The presence of my God;
The mercy of my Creator,
The comfort of my Father:
The divine love of my Savior.