To late

I never meant to cut that deep
I was not ready
for the never ending sleep
I'm sorry for all the sadness
I had to get rid of my madness
I needed to feel the pain
It was aching at my Brain
I was ready to explode
I needed to unload
My soul was so cold
I needed a break
It was more than i could take
I got the blade
Then light started to fade
I knew i was dieing
But i had stopped crying
At that point i didn't care
I sat in a blank stare.
Watching everything go black
Made me realize i wanted life back
But it was to late
To late to go back