Why?

So confused,
Messed up inside.
All my feelings,
They run and hide.

Nobody knows,
The inner me,
she be trade me,
And so did he.

I think I'm scarred,
Scarred for life,
The only thing that could fix this,
is a knife.

Why do you choose her over me?
I thought you and I,
were meant to be.

I loved you so much,
More then anyone could ever,
I'll never forget you,
Never ever.

I wish i could back in time,
Time to before.
Everyday i miss you,
more and more..