Me, Myself and I

I take a look at my reflection,
All I see is your deception.
From bitter moments to brutal lies,
You're my reason for sweet demis.

The woman staring back at me,
Is trying to fix this catastrophie.
You're the maker of her broken dream,
But her feelings for you aren't what they seem.
She still loves you, and wants to live.
She strives on the happiness you used to give.

The echoing voice swimming in my head,
Sounds shallow as if she's already dead.
The lies you told, made her believe,
That you were the only one for me.
You built her up, and knocked us down,
All of me is heaven bound.

I don't want to feel, I don't want to cry,
And the stranger in the mirror hasn't said goodbye.
The other part of me, inside, is one you've already killed,
So when I take my life tonight, think your goal fulfilled.

Meaning: This is a kind of depression that is all around the world, where a person who has been let down feels as if she's got other voices and other people in her head that try to tell her to do things or make her feel things she shouldn't feel. And this is a suicide note, (sort of) written from confusion of that depression... lol hope everyone gets it. And no i'm not depressed :P