Alone

I need no one near me.
I don't want anyone here,
All I ever wanted,
Was to shed a sea full of tears.

For all that I went through,
Pain, love and distraught,
I never once needed anyone
Cause no one ever spared me a thought

I was living in a dark world
One where there was no one but me
I was a lonely girl
who was lost in reality.

All i ever wanted,
was someone to be there
To hear me in my darkest hour,
To share all the despair

However no one bothered to lift a finger,
to help a confused teen
They all had their own lives to lead,
but no one was that keen

One day I was lost,
didn't know what to do
The only solution I had
was to slash myself to death

And so I did it,
Sadly I survived.
cause despite all of the counseling,
I'm still being deprived.

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