People say crying is supposed to help us make ourselves feel a little better, personally, i don't think it really works. I've been crying for over 4 hours each day now for a week, and i still feel really depressed no matter what silly things my friends and teachers do (can you imagine your chem teacher dancing?) to try to cheer me up. i still end up back at home, sitting here, crying, doing nothing and becoming someone else, (a bad student)... and writing poems... not resting or getting much sleep...
and i guess i tried to explain that in "when i close my eyes"...

but i can really relate to your poem and i think a lotta people also can too :)
5/5 love your poem~

-kelsie