Leaving Part 1

I am leaving this world
I am leaving this school
I am leaving the evil
And i am leaving the cruel

I have packed my bags
Full of books and notes
My drawings and pictures
Of me with slit throats

Cleaned out my lockers
And took out my possessions
And take out my diary
Full of my deepest confessions

Broken and battered
Torn and broken
Deep in my lungs
Are words unspoken

I say good bye to my teachers
They did not know i bled
They did not know i am going
And they did not know i will be dead

I spend my last hours with my friends
To say thank you and fare well
I did not tell them what i meant
Just that my life has been hell

I say goodbye to my parents
And lock myself in my room
Pick up my razor
And release my doom

Push in the blade
And cut open my skin
Burst my veins
And scream within

I fall on the floor
With my eyes open wide
All of my misery
Will now subside

Please rate or comment