She'll Be Alright (2)

OK I feel bad
People ask why I do it?
I say its just the rush
If you could you would do it

At least my cousin thinks is OK
She always says
Before they play you tomorrow
Play them today

People say its a sad situation
But what is so sad
Its not like I want to marry the guy
To me its not bad

I am just a girl to him
Someone to mess with
Its not like we together
Or anything like it

I don't even know what we are
When I ask him he cant say
He says well I dunno
I'll answer that another day

And honestly
Its OK with me
We mess around
Theres no US or WE

He get his business
I get mine
Its all just a little
Trick for the mind

OK he is hers
It IS wrong
But we knew the consequences
All along

When we kiss
It's just to have fun
No hurt comes of it
No harm done

Is all good
As long as she don't know
I guess I am really
Acting like a cheap h**

But I am tired of
Thinking about everyone but me
I am tired of being sad
To make someone else happy

It is my turn
To relax and enjoy it all
I'll ignore my conscious
I wont let her curtain fall

It will remain the same for her
He still loves her
He still needs her
He still IS hers

Nothing to see
Time will pass
And I'll have fun
Until it lasts

He cheats but not really
OK he sleeps with me
But he ain't WITH me
There really ain't nothing to see

OK I ain't gonna think about it
I am just gonna sit back
What happens, happens
The rest means jack