Realize (9-28-05)

I realize now you've changed
i know the person i love is gone
but i still feel like you're the same person
and it makes it hard to move on.
i realize now you no longer care
I'm just another person from your past
one of those people you barely mention
"some things just don't last."
i realize that you would rather pretend you can't see
all the pain you're putting me through
i realize you need to be dead to me
like i seem to be dead to you.
maybe then the pain will fade
and my tears will dry
but i don't get
why we need to die...