So angry inside at all of you
Each and of you have destroyed me,
I am sorry that I am not perfect
Or everything that you expect me to be
I cannot pretend to be someone else
It would be impossible I am afraid,
That would take too much effort
So I will just stay as I was made
I cry out in the lonely night
Nightmares refuse to leave my head,
You have made me hate myself
And wish that I could be dead.
Instead of owning an empty heart
And a soul trapped in constant torment,
I wish I could erase the person I am
The girl who you dislike and resent
Do you know how it feels not to exist
How much it hurts being labeled insane?
Can you imagine living without love
Instead my heart is filled with pain.
