This is the end

I once had you, Close to me,
I've now lost you, Bad luck to me.

I remember you, I remember you were mine,
I so do miss you, I miss you all the time.

I want you here in my arms, I want to kiss you,
Yet I try to stay calm.

I am now in the dark, It is getting hard to see,
I am lost in this darkness, You are so special to me.

My life is ending, My pain is too much,
I'm ready to end it, This will be my final punch.

I will take this life, I call my own,
I will end it all, I will do it on my own.

My eyes are dimming, My life is ending,
My pain is leaving..

This is the ending.