Why Would I Want You

I watch you sleeping
And inside I want to cry
I feel so much disgust
That I really want to die

I run away from happiness
To escape from the unknown
That is why I ended up here
With all of my dreams blown

I left the man who I love for you
An arrogant and ugly pain
I do not know why I did this
Surely I must have gone insane

How could you believe me?
Why would I ever want you?
Maybe you just lived in hope
That the things I said were true

You must have doubt though
Even if you bury them inside
A girl like me wanting you?
Do you not have any pride?

I am leaving you today
Being here is making me sick
You cannot pass all the blame
I didn't make you act thick.