Just another day. . .

It's just another day
Started out like any other
For me thats a problem
One day after another

When you look at me
Do you see the torment
Pain is all I've ever felt
Even without my consent

There's that dark cloud
That hangs over my head
It's raining down on me
So I don't look up ahead

I won't look past the pain
Of being unwanted
Of being a mistake
My life is being haunted

I've lived in the dark
The light burns my eyes
When you used to something
I'm wearing a disguise

Love is a meaningless word
At least it is to me
But its hard to know the meaning
When hate is all I see

Please don't look at me
Like I have done wrong
I can't handle that
I guess I'm not strong

Not strong enough
To handle you cold words
But smart enough to fake it
Because they're all I heard

I can pretend I'm fine
My fake smile says it all
I can be anything I want to be
People always take the fall

And I don't need sympathy
I can get along
With or without you
Because I'm never wrong

I never needed anyone
I rather be alone
What I really need
Is to be taken off postpone

Maybe I'm wrong
And someone will let me know
But right now I'm waiting
For my true colours to show

I don't feel sorry for myself
So many people have it worse
But the way things are now
It's like I'm living a curse

I don't say a word
I remain unspoken
I stay my silent self
I'm beautifully broken

You can't save me
I'm already gone
You can't help me no
My life's withdrawn...

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