Confused

I\'m your favorite dream, im your worst nightmare.
I love you, but i hate you.
I am healthy, but i am sick.
I\'m extremely depressed, but im the happiest person in the world. You all know me, but no one knows me.
I\'m beautiful, but im ugly.
I\'m new, but im used.
I have a heart, but i lost it.
I\'m nice, but i hurt you.
I understand everything, but im confused.
I\'m stupid but i know everything. Your standing right next to me, but im all alone.
I know where to go, but im lost. I\'m normal, but im weird.
I\'m silent, but im screaming.
I shut my eyes so i can see. I\'m smiling, but im sad.
There are no wounds, but im bleeding.
It\'s dark, but to bright to see.
I can swim, but im drowning.
I stand out, but you can see right through me.
The world spins, but I donâ??t move. Things are moving to fast, but its all in slow motion.
I am dancing, but crying at the same time.
I take pills to help me get off my addiction to meds.
I\'m an insomniac, but i sleep all the time.
I look to the sky and see what lies below me.
The droplet stands still in the clear, but moves like death in the storm. The game of life has a prize of death.