I miss the way you made me laugh,
when all i wanted was to cry.
i miss the way you held me,
when all i wanted was to die.
i miss the way you said you cared,
when all the times i got scared.
but most of all i miss the way you made me feel love,
when before all i felt was pain.
i still don't know why you left,
when you knew how id try to kill the pain.
now all these empty pill containers,
are eating at my brain.
my razor is slowly ripping,
and my blood is slowly dripping.
the pain i used to feel,
comes running back at me like it was never real.
i wish i could take it back,
what we had was what i lived for,
i just hope you remember,
if you ever decide to come back,
that your the one who closed my doors.
