Gained an angel

It's scary sometimes,
waking up you know.
Worried about what's going to happen,
and the way things will go.

Finding out you're gone,
has been more then hard.
I don't want to go without you,
my heart is officially scarred.

Ever since the day you left,
I've put my heart to rest.
I don't want to fall in love again,
because you were the best.

Everyone says you're happy,
Lying there in God's arms.
Nobody can ever hurt you,
now that you're out of harm.

I'm sorry if I'm crying,
I can't hold back the tears.
Ever since you've been gone,
I've had to face my biggest fears.

Put some fire into my heart,
make my eyes shine.
After all that has happened,
your heart will always be mine.

I have lost my best friend,
and my world has fallen apart.
But I have gained a wonderful angel,
that I love with all my heart.

I love you ♥ I hope you're alright. Please pray for my friend. Love you Ethan ♥