Insomnia

Its been almost a week,
what makes our hearts feel so meek?
heart to heart,
hand in hand,
thats how we used to be,
hoping that one day we would be free.

but lately just between you and me,
we only remember that moment, and what we see,
i close my eyes, i see your hurting,
i look into my heart, i know your not sleeping,
i open my eyes again, and hear that were crying,
all this i know you're going through makes me feel like I'm dying.

you are what makes me me,
you helped me find my individuality,
but now you're hurting and i am too,
you tell me to not to cry and hold my head up high,
how can i do that? this question is true,
cause in the end the reason i hurt so much is only you.

love is a silly thing,
but right now i just want to sing,
lyrics full of emotions,
describing how our love used to be,
when i wake up will it be the same?
or will my heart eventually shatter in shame?

i feel so weak, and you know that too,
because you're my everything, and without you,
even when you just push me away,
i have trouble pulling through with everything else,
seconds pass like days, days pass like years,
its actually not that long, but I'll always still be here.

in this confusion we both continue to sit,
hating and hurting all this, to the very last bit,
when will this be over,
when can we just live and love each other forever?
but until its clear we'll face this paranoia,
hurting, crying, haunted by this insomnia.