Suicide Letter

Dear Whoever Gets This,

As you can plainly see I've left.
I couldn't take my own shit.
I couldn't take life.
Yes killing myself was a selfish thing to do but obviously I don't give a rats a**.
I've done so much.
Now I'm just a memory.
Maybe not the best of one but it's something.
I'm just another brick in this wall called life.
I'm sorry for everything I have done.
I'm sorry for taking the air you could of taken in.
I'm sorry for not making Mother happy.
I'm sorry Daddy.
I love you with all my heart but you don't need a stupid daughter like me.
Sis will make you proud.
Brothers I love you all but I think I held you all back.
I was a waste of time and advice.
I tried I really did.
Even if I had nothing to show for it.
I made this many years alive haven't I?
But I had to end it.
You'll understand once you realize and find what I've hidden.
All the thoughts that ran through my head.
All the scars I made myself.
You'll one day find out why.
My diary is in plain site.
I'm gone now so you can read what I've done.
Here's my final goodbye.
Goodbye to everyone who've tried to keep me here.
You guys haven't done anything to make me do this.
I did it myself.
I'll see you and look after you.
I'll be by your side.

Love,
Kayla (Kay-Kay)