Tears of Mascara

Tears of crimson fall down my face
Black smears of mascara leaves a trace
It hurts too badly, to stay in this place
It seems like my time to go is the fastest race.

Blood drips and forms a puddle on the ground
My screams and cries are the only sound
Help me be released, for my body is bound
I cant go through this torture a second time around.

More blood comes, along with the tears
I'm shaken and broken and full of fear
I hate myself and my image in the mirror
Why can't I leave my life and problems here?

Once your heart is broken, it never heals
It's like walking with a limp, that is how it feels
My heart, it aches and gives me the chills
Love hurts to the point, it aims to kill.

Is it possible to leave the pain in the past
To actually believe in a love that will last
Its just I need the hurt to be cast
and however that is, it has to be fast.

Maybe then I can smile and be care-free
Laugh, live, love, and be the old me
I guess I just need someone to help me see
That happiness is a feeling, if you want it to be.