SILENCE

Sometimes I scream,
From the deepest of my heart.
Sometimes I cry from my soul;
Sometimes I wonder what life is for.
Sometimes I think, in my heart, I will always be alone.

Now,
I wish love will find me and knock at my door.
And tell me what is a heart for?

Somebody that will love me for me;
And know that I will love thee.
Somebody that will love to be loved;
And know who I am thinking of.

I am realistic and know that love does not exist!!
Only to those who don't know what love is.
And to those that don't care,
Why don't they see that the love is there?

So I scream because of my pain,
I scream because it is all in vain.
It does not matter what I do or say,
It will never come not even today.

So SILENCE my heart!
Don't scream anymore.
Though love will never come,
With your pain...you'll never be alone.

**Pain was my only companion.

Sorry, I wrote this when I was bitter but I guess writing it helped me. I know we've all felt so lonely that we thought we were always going to be that way. Now! It doesn't matter if I am lonely or not; I know I have my poems to keep me company. Hope you understand it and at least like it!