Maybe if I wasn't me then maybe you'd notice....
that I'm one of the best friends you ever had
If I was suddenly gone one day you'd see....
that I was in fact someone you cared about
That if I never existed....
your world wouldn't be the same
Or would it?
If I was gone would you really care?
Sometimes I just want to runaway
and see who cares enough to come after me....
Because if you really knew me then you'd know I'm a pathological liar
and I never really wanted to runaway I just said it to get your attention...
But I never really had your attention
And now that I'm gone you'll never really know
whether or not I meant it when I said
I loved you
Remember....
I'm a compulsive liar.....
And you were just one of the many lies...
I thought could've been true
OR *alternate ending*
And I hope to think you were a friend...maybe the truth
...but you're just a lie
It was dumb to think all lies had some truth...
But you didn't and you were my biggest lie.