all i want for Christmas...is....
its somethings that sits deep in my heart
something wonderful to get but hard to find...
something i had and now i would like back.....
it was different then everyone thinks...
but what i have to say is all i want for Christmas....is....you!
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you....you the one i love and the one i would love to have back for this wonderful time of year...
i miss you and the heavy tears are bringing me down and bringing me to a place of discomfort....
a place where i only think bad...
but also think of you which makes my smile and tears fall..... i know just that i cant be the same and just the feeling takes hold of my soul and wont let go and all i can do is put my faith, my hopes, my wishes, my prayers to this Christmas and hope all of it comes true but deep in my mind it feels that it wont be and that brings me to darkness n this time of light but i just try and hold my head up high and just wish for the best! even though i really don't think my wish my desire will be that way and make me smile....
