Without You

I miss you most now,
That I am in my time of need,
My heart is no longer strong and healthy,
Instead it pains and bleeds.

I remember before you died,
How you always helped me through,
Now that you aren't here,
I don't know what I am to do.

For years you showed me how to live,
When I had this disease in my heart,
You were there when the times were bad,
There from the start.

Then one day,
You were brought to your end,
And the warmth to my flame,
Won't light up again.

But the disease came back,
And has come to take my life,
As it did years before,
When you were there to help me fight.

What am I to do,
Without your helping hand?
What am I to do,
Without you to understand.

There is no other,
That could do what you did for me.
It was a feeling inside,
That helped you save me.

But now, as I lay down to die.
I remember watching you cry,
The day your soul was ripped to shreds,
And we had to say goodbye.

My guarding angel,
Was what you were to me,
You were my savior my everything,
You were this because you wanted to be.

I will fight for you,
Because I know that's what you would say,
And then when the time is truly right,
We will see each other again...one day.